been so long ago since last posting...get to do all the things i love and all the time...
its amazing how time flies when one's having fun...
no boss, no back-stabbers...
pure baby fun...innocent...
ahhhh the good life of a tai-tai... aunty! hahhaaa....
been so happy un-employed too... am now in starbucks gurney, freezing my fingers off with a very full bladder ...what to do cheapo, cannot afford broadband monthly...just have to look for cheap wifi spots while yaya's celcom modem is away ay work during the days...

what's that on the picture here?
my patch and quilting work... had been doing loads of stuffs... love it love it....
been going to elaine's for projects in march... had spend more than 1k just this months alone... die, must remember ...unemployment!

Last day....???

hmmm...was told yesterday, today is the last office day by HER... and to tell everyone else i'm going off for a long leave... what!!! why so hasty??? what's the catch many wonders? to mie...i'm thinking that am i so horribly bad to have this haste retreat??? i just feel shocked...that's all... why does the 2-weeks notice does not come to the very end of the months instead, its a just matter of a few days!!! weird...even RR and JL seem to think so... not that i'm totally shock, as i knew this will be coming, just not this fast!

fact was...i quit!

as i told HER during the assessment... that's what she's been wanting from the last few meetings...i can do what she does anytime, but sure she can't do my work any given time... pls lar, just to console myself k! maybe she could not take it that i had the upper hand, so wanna show 'power'....

what betty's father said to her is just in time... its not the failure that measures successes, its the way one pick up from the fall and walk again that's important...

sigh... my journey had once again just begun...a new chapter...

S.A.H.M.

boleh kah??? hahhaaa... stay at home to study and be a designer lor, do sling business lar... jaga anak lor... wow, can go jalan-jalan anytime i want...hahhahaaa.... but what about the $$$??? yor....

met with dr lee...

yesterday, met him in e-gate's oldtown...business venture in a new clinic in perak lane... pasar malam's place...but do i wanna do gp work nia? dilemma... got time to think about this until end of the week nia...short time right...

8.29am liao...have to go get wantever little milk left in my breast out ...and prepare for last day of work ...to pack up things there... i can increase pumping session again !!!

Family Photo - Our 2008 X'mas Present

it was all such good shoots...the cameraman at Shalom is the greatest!!!

little Cassandra was crying her eyes out trying to get out of the darken room in between shoots...the genius man had all the shoots looking pretty...no downturn lips from little girl! hahahaa...the prop flower and the fuchsia ring sling was not meant to be in there with us...but little one was soooo cranky...these are things that kinda soothe her down just a little...enough for the pictures to be taken...
funny thing is...she is only cranky inside the room where the pictures gonna be taken...outside, she was playing about and with Shalom's staffs like her own house...weird...
check out all the mashimaro eyes...except for little girls!!! hahhaaaa...
fil and mil was all very very happy with this photo session outcome and the quality...highly recommended!

its DECEMBER already!!!

slightly more than 2 months here in WABA now...
enjoying every bits of it...
but the work is very different from doctoring in the clinics...much more tack here than everywhere else...the reporting work from BAP course...all well, in name of progress and learning...taking all in my stride...i can do it! coz i love it! breastfeeding empowers woman...no joke!
IBCLC exams in 2009...just waiting for the registration and the info packet to come in the WABA mail anyday now...
fat now too...from lack of exercise...hahaaa, thought got a new pair of NIke shoes recently...like walking on clouds...so comfy...been wearing it to go shopping too...
MNG sales!!!starts tomorrow...wondering how to get there to sapu more clothes???
breastfeeding matters... i found these wonderful blogs about all things matters in breastfeeding...should read blogs...wow!

http://one-of-those-women.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2008-09-29T09%3A54%3A00-07%3A00&max-results=7

it had been sooo long...

sigh...
what a day!

last day...

f 21 golden star long tee + brown 3/4 nichii yoga pants + gusti shoes

yippy last day in asp!!!

G also yippy... he got LUCKY today...

rain...

non-stop it had been raining... cat and dogs for this morning... very chill at home, last night too a bloody cold shower and had mie hair washed too - had to as it becoming oily kuali... man, i was having cramps the moment the cold shower hit my head...and by the time i'm done showering, i'm all frozen numb...hahhaaa...

the 9 jade emperor's festival is very 'leng' one... the rain will come on time as the festival begins...wonder if have the chance to go back bw to look see at the new temple's gate...

phipilines...

wow...more people interested in my slings now...

waba...

sita from waba had email mie the appointment letter liao...this time better bring back to G to take a look before signing it like the last time... finally i hope can contribute to the society something nobel in my capabilities... viva la mamanan!!!

MMPS also will be signing the waba's endorsement form on sat and set up a full proper commitee...

project run-away...

hahhaaa..no la, just dunno what headlines to name it... baby's polka dot sundress done with yellow ribbons... beginners, got lots belok-belok and irregularities...maybe will show the teacher later if can make it look more better...yeah...

D1 Vegetarian...

cupid-de-com's pink blouse + mng blue pencil skirt + gusti shoes
calfs are stiff and crampy from the walk uphill on sat with baby in the pouch... somehow she's getting all this stranger anxiety already... sigh, refuse to look up but peering over the corner of her eyes wary of the new faces over the weekend in damai...

vegetarian 9 days...

the 9 jade emperor's festival started today... as usual, i will be on vegetarian food for the next 9 days... good too, sooo fat now...thighs are like tree trunk liao...

machi to tnb...

feel guilty to have machi gone to tnb as it had been raining since morning... with little girl in tow somemore...hai... machi replied saying that 'we're family...that's what we do to help', so touching liao...sigh, me so so lucky to have such a supportive in-laws...:)

damai laut resort, pangkor - i-linkage committee trip... was an excellent trip over the weekend... well rested while there with good food, not to mention so so so very expensive... the seafood buffet dinner was very fresh with some dancing show and singing in between...

off to kampung koh for lunch before heading home... yummy food again...

Agilent Farewell Luncheon

i got this from cupcakes-4-you for the yummy mummy-ies here! cute le....
white seed puffy sleeved shirt + black nichii tube + mng jeans
spoilt mood...
this asp fellows are real pain in the ass! the boss withold my september salary pula! saying that once i've forwarded my prove of study to him and lawyer, then he'll release the cheque to me...whhhaaattt the f*** again!!!???
sigh...
really really spoilt my good mood this morning... bad karma onto these mean people pls!

siti also last minute coming after past mc slips and leave forms... hai... can't you all just leave me off in peace?

farewell luncheon in temptation...

all looking forward to this yesterday... before the 'people' spoilt mood... but calmed down later on to enjoyed the wonderful yummy mummy-ies who supported me in my breastfeeding quest...thank you guys so much, sure will miss your companies in the MR... viva la mamanan!!!

back to work...

mng green baggy slack + f 21 silky beige top

recovery...

a couple of kg lighter on top of the weighing machine this morning...

G was horny... hahaaa, too bad i'm still 'tarry'...

i must be still 'sick' mentally... had porridge in agilent today! what? not that i'm a big fan of it, but having it out-of-home is a big deal... sick people food... taste much yummier than the other cafeteria food so far... i must be really sick now...hahaaa....

awwwww damn... this is the second time writing this paragraph! the system did not manage to save all the yummy thngs i said...

what did i say?

corns are bad! too oily...

pasar ramadan is good! heaps of yummy food, esp murtabak...why ah? lemang is good...

back to bw is good and production... to a-z and met nice mr khoo in chai leng park...

mc yesterday...

baby was 'sticky' seeing her mama at home... only managed to hide and rest from her with the door shut, that also machi kept telling her 'mama's at work,baby'...bang bang bang on the door... then i felt asleep, hoping the fever will subside fast enough...

So OUT!

eclipse drop neck black pullover + new chili red tube + nichii black motif swirl skirt
sigh... feeling so out of sort today...sad-ish...
where's waba? what's happening? pls let me know asap...

2 more orders...

wow-ie...

had lunch with G and partner at the malay shop next door... though mie gonna do a fruit day, but still hungry after all those raisins...

ah-choooo.... sniff... man, feverish now pula... baby had slight fever too...machi gave her some meds... baby is getting better now, but the bug had landed on mie turn! gonna go on mc tomorrow... arrrgghhh, dunno if can find a replacement... sick pula... had feel this coming as this body of mine is getting lethargic and tired lately... was blaming it on the sugary food mie am wolfing in...

poor charlton is having chicken pox!

don't feel like updating on my clothes today... feel like crap! wearing all the wrong clothes today... so much for keep the mouth zip-locked away from food... wolfed down not-yummy cafeteria food... sucks...

oh i'm so bloated... fat days ahead!

got a teacher! now have to find the time to go to class... one good thing today...

qb mall...

G picked mie up from work today... machi got a change for mie, the long blue puffy sleeved cardigan...with the new grey step-on thighs... hot, big thighs...still, wore it just like that!

baby 18 months old today...

fat...

lazy sunday...

sleepy day, lazy enough not wanting to update mie blog today... but went back to bw to pick up my latest indulgenze... wow...

counting mie minutes to close shop now... boring sunday, not to mention the internet line is so very snail speed today... no u-tube to watch...instructional videos, dummies...

"singer...menawan keluarga bahagia"...

yep, got it! now get to work.... hahhaaa, how ah??? where to start? ehhhh.... really start and learn from scratch...

saturday...

did i mention about babywearing while having a PAP smear done?

yep... that's what mie did at dr voon's clinic this weekend... mie had gone for the long-delayed pap smear test... baby was all so active, but started to be drowsy and cranky later on - refuse to enter the gynae cubicle somehow, also refused let mummy or machi to be sitted inside...spooky huh...... finally fell asleep in the sling while rocking her... so, when its our turn she's already snoring in the sling... machi suggested to take her out for her to carry, but mie heavy hearted to kacau this very peaceful looking sleeping creature in the sling... machi had hers done 1st, then mie turn... did i turned turtle? yeah... something like that... hahahaaa...

dr voon had to help me up the bed and take out mie pantie for mie... i kinda forgot the weight of baby on mie while about to lie down...so, a big plop... but baby did not stir even a bit throughout the smear and the vaginal ultrasound...wow!

babywearing and same time get a pap smear done... BOLEH!

farewell steamboat at 27...

joyce leaving on sunday... whew, at last... had all the young chiku at home for this party... baby was anxious at 31... very light on her tears and cry, a bit unusually cranky...we did not stay too long, just enough to makan then went home ... girl was all right after reaching her 'dog nest'... the chiku party continued to autocity...

What was I Thinking About?!

disney gusti shoes...

whaaattttt???!!! for rm 29 from the original rm 199... cannot help it really but to buy it yesterday! sheer stress shopping... hahaaaa...my baby wears Adidas, mie wears Disney...how ironic... but i love this shoes, makes me feel so young and carefree... gonna have G and machi take a look at their shoes too... many in rm 29, but in large sizes as its their stock clearance...thing is, its COMFY! serious...

but takes some effort to remove the laces...

wore it to work this morning with the white f21 puffy sleeved shift dress... got comments such as ' looking like a teenager'... makes me feel all young again... hahahaa

make me feel like Ronald MacDonald too! grin...:)

these babies are from QB mall...the shop that sells 'teen' disney merchandise on the 1st floor...center concourse... happen to stumble across them when walkin about there...really could not believed my eyes when saw the price tag... had to double confirm with the sales girl twice, just to make sure my eyes are not rabun! heheee...happy now with my purchase and also chased my glum away...viva la shopping! yippy...

hair... did i mention about the powder trick onto oily hair of mine this morning? worked like magic...took the grease away and made the fringe looks all fluffy! heheeee...

waba...

no feedback from them yet, as had email them the articles they needed for assessment... sigh, a bit worried now... called again after lunch, the article had yet to be seen... told it went into spam...will take a read with partner, let me know early next week only... ok la...

luncheon...

yummy mummy-ies took mie out for a farewell luncheon today... to the 4 seasons restaurant and teashop... nice chinese food...will take machi there to their branch in terengganu road soon... love the nugmeg chicken, the claypot grilled rendang-like stingrays, the fried toufu and the very fresh looking taugeh... yummy-licious! thank you 'ol.... will miss u guys when i leave...

binge...

cheese twisties...die!

cupcakes...

ordered from http://www.cupcakes4you.blogspot.com/ for mummies here next friday - must remember to call them to change date of collections...

ancient baby sling...

gl's mil carrier, forgot again to return...hai, must remember la!!!

TGIF... but working full day on sunday clinic! ish...

closer to 30th...

f 21 light brown bling top + white tube + mng blue jeans + balenciaga red wedge

cold pula in clinic - have to bring along the fav black shawl... so hot outside, so cold inside...hai...

baby better yesterday...

but she started to cough again when night falls... not the terrible type of cough, just irritating type... yet she insist on having her ice cubes!!! baby somehow know how to count the cubes given to her now... 1 week ago, she will be quite happy with 2 cubes... she will move away from the freezer with her 2 ice cubes in the avent via cup...but now with 2 cubes in her cup, she will take another good look at it to see if mama or yenyen cheats... then she will not move away till given 3 cubes!!! she can count???

this little girl is getting her demands heard insistently... been trying to instill some discipline in her... hope she will not turn out to be a spoilt brat... the person we reckon is to spoilt her will be the father, G... hmmmm...

dizzy...

having waves of dizziness post milkmilk... sways sways sways... plans to go f21 cancelled for today... had a nap instead, yet still feels the same post waking... rojak aunty on leave pula...got junk food... twisties lo... went into temptations and tempted i was... had something hot - char hor fun, sapu the whole thing...ahhhh....

jane...

sigh, she pula had a 'breached of trust'/'broken house rule no.1' over the weekend while we were away - major major one at that...now mother goose called to ask why is she so glum at home yesterday... of course, she did not told the whole truth to mother goose - she'll properly have her head blown off by father goose if she had for the 'mistake' she did... so, mie did not tell mother goose what's her 'mistake' too...

sad...

i am so sad! so many things lately seem to crumble along... sigh sigh sigh...

not enough ZZZZZzzzzz...

new F 21 grey tube dress (had the sides hand-sewed in to make the top fitter) + silver mng bling short cardi

sick...

little girl was unwell overnight... coughs, then throw up in bed... she got the bugs too... cannot breath easily in her sleep, then cries... slight chesty upper airways... sigh, soothed her then brought her in bed with us after machi tried to calm her... rock her a little, then falls asleep for good 2 hours ... started with the phlegm build-up in her throat again, coughs slightly no vomiting...cried... took her out to the living room... poor thing, she's really sleepy...falls asleep soon after in the living room... mie also slept there with her... at one point, machi took her in her in the room then started to hear her crying again... but i'm too tired to open my eyes by then! what a bad mummy i am...sigh...

called G to check on baby... sleeping fine currently in her own bed, but gonna grab some PMZ from richard's to spare...

sweets...

ohhhh, G bought the indian sweets home last night... my favourite - the fudge-like ghee/milk blocks...had 4 out of the 5!!! habis la...this morning, the ass look very bulat and perky...sorry levi's, u gonna stay in the closet pile for a while now looking at the way mie am eating this last week...

i'm so fat and bloated today, i am having difficulty in breathing while sitting typing this... whew...

turmoil september days...

nichii black/white motif puffy sleeved top + red broad belt nichii + mng's blue pencil skirt

in bed...

baby wanted to snuggle in mie bed the whole night... what a compliment!

refuse machi's offer to take her to the room...refused to have G take her to machi's room too, even when we had taught she had gone into deep sleep...protest!!! sooo... let her sleep in between us... G got kicked, mie got kicked...but still syiok and love to have her in bed with us!

eyeeye aunty...

bising about her kutu money ++++! borrow insurance money to pay for machi's portion 1st...

sling...

linda is really excited about the ikea slings... got one already - the single-layered with borders... wanted the ikea blue polka now... also thinking about the pink one alicia have on-hand... good le... wow!!! i have ppl liking my slings...too bad, no more barnsling patterns in ikea anymore! make it more precious... hahahaaa...

met rohani and her girl in borders queensbay today... xxl fits her, machi's green hippo - ordered the red ikea stripes, but have to check if the material enough for xxl... but my swag lady had raised her fees pula - like 3 times!!! nani....!!!!

sigh, really a challenging month... things are just not going smoothly for me at all so far... so many obstacles... sigh... but at least feel peaceful still...maybe should go for prayers this weekend again...

forever 21...

still on sales... got 1 dress...nice, but m also i sapu at rm 39 only... and a sequined chili red tube top for rm 41... had wanted the bags as well, and the elastic belts - but not on sales item...wonder how long will they continue their sales... but have to save money as paycut with the new job soon...

binge...

what!!! again???

sigh...i'm like Po - i eat when i'm stress!

sushi - the whole soft shell crab, all 5 pieces (share a little with baby - almost 2 pieces she can eat) + the long yummy sushi at rm 2.20... then, pisang goreng and the cempedak goreng from the qb cafeteria again... yanti gave me a big piece of cake too! mooncake in the clinic... machi gonna cook crab and seaweed soup tonight...

oooohhhh.... thunder thigh, here i come.... die!

Back Now....

whew...the last 2 days was bzbzbzbzzzz....

lots of walking about... which is like lots as not been exercising before this, so all that walking is now taking its toll on mie calfs... not to mention, trying to teach baby kicking technique by the pool side yesterday... that was fun time!

well guess i'll do a day-to-day breakdown of the the last 2 days...

saturday 13th

up early to try to get out from penang by 7am - could not sleep very well at that actually... so, we got out 15 min pass 7...not too bad, baby was awake when we're going out then fall asleep again till we reached tapah for some hot snacks...

reached the hotel few minutes before 12 too! good timing yaya... zetty gave us the bangsar route to midvalley, even faster than the federal highway route - not that i know how to use that both roads... so, we got there on time as all good... had a quick lunch at the MV food court as yaya have a presentation in the hotel lobby at 2pm... baby a little cranky again as drowsy lo...

quick walk about MV ...then meet up with chin nee, her boys and QQ... sweet! too bad my little princess is no longer in the mood to 'layan' us... so, had to cut the meeting very short to take baby and machi back to the hotel for a good rest... mie was liking telling machi that once baby is asleep, mie'll come back down to go shopping...hahaha, but once mie head touch the pillow and the cozy comforter over the butt... byebye shopping! machi was 1st to sleep and snore...the mie, the little person who is suppose to be drowsy is the last one to drop!!! we had a solid good sleep for full 2 hr+ till yaya came from from his presentation... then its time to get ready for the wedding dinner at 7.30pm...

wore my maxi blue dress + purple heels + purple slings + soft gold belt... machi said like Grecian princess!!! :) ahem....

the wedding dinner was a small one in the overseas restaurant... but the food is yummy, mie had loads of the prawns... very full when going home... baby girl also a very good girl throughout the function...

mr goh drove us back to the hotel with ai min... lucky her daughter ended up offering her a place to sleep instead of bumming in with us at the hotel - wasn't very happy when i knew that the night before...G had to talk to machi about this... so, i'm glad the sleeping arrangement turn out well!

had a late coffee and vanilla latte from sans Francisco's coffee... took baby out for a walk inside MV mall... no one about so late, all shops are closed too... so just let her walk freely in the pjs...yaya pengsan in the room liao, but pesan cold mineral water... so all 3 of us went down to the nasi kandar shop just outside MV...

had to have another shower again... love the huge rain bath head in the hotel!

sunday 14th

hmmm...the sleep was very good!

woke up the usual time at 7.30am to milkmilk and enjoy seeing all the other 3 on the bed in a deep slumber... went about quietly with milkmilk, shower and changed ready to go for breakfast in the wild rice restaurant... i've been quite fond of boulevard all this time...

wanted to use yaya's laptop charging in the room...found the wifi after a while, just to know much soon that it had to be paid service ...rm60/day...ahhh, its ok, i just need to check some email and facebook update and maybe blog a little...for 60, it can wait till foc when i get back!

so by the time changed to the mini grey skirt, layered with white seed puffy sleeved tee and the pink topshop ruffles racer back...baby and all are awake! so all decided to go for breakfast together... payed extra rm 32/head for breakfast...the food served was rather nice... so guilty to have so much in the morning...

too baby for a dip in the pool! funfunfun...

so much fun...she kinda refuse to get out... so, all of us still wondering when is she gonna poo? machi gave her a whole glass of mango juice to help her go... hahaa, lucky thing she did finally did it...a major smello one in the room before check out at noon... so we dump most of our luggage in the car and continue jalan-jalan for a while there...

The Gardens and Robinsons... very poshy ala starhill... look see in there...

somehow, shopping just does not seem so appealing this trip for me... had not buy anything/ see anything that trigger my interest there or MV... so makna more than anything, mostly yaya and machi foot those bills...nice...

machi got a pair of cool shades from evita peroni...i like and the price wasn't that bad...but not had one that suited me proper...so next time...

sigh...got tired of MV...decided to head to IKEA soon after...ikea was a bit of a mad house..the Q for a carpark slot was bad, also the checkout counters also equally long... also the buka puasa Q! my sling children's patterne are all out of stock.... not seen any new design in store this time about... got the new 2009 catalogue...

waited for zetty to pick up biospray for her mum...rained outside...

yaya had to nap in the car as he's getting tired...

was a good trip home to penang too... 3 hours only!

cheers...

at PEACE...

royal purple satin nichii top + nichii ala pinafore puffy dress + purple satin heels

raisins...

my friend sells me raisins more expensively than those being sold by vendors in-door...with 10% on top of that... now sms saying that the previous order i made for 1/2 dozen ready, but price not adjustable as different profit margins? sigh... still i said i'll take it, but she already sounded 'laukei' from the sms...hai, this month is full of dugaan!!! sigh...

peace...

did i mention about the peaceful sleep i had last night? seemed as if i had not had a very good sleep lately... but last night, was like a log and awake rather fresh and peaceful...ahhhh, at least days seem brighter now...

father called... calmly talked some sense into him about the loans and guarantor businesses...sigh... one more obstacle resolved... he agreed to pay joyce's bank rakyat loan for 2 years or till i can manage... but asked for my driving license to refinance his car to pay the loan...driving licence still dead? hey, must remember to renew asap la babe... mother goose et al is in pg today, gonna pick up mie license and renew for me...

cat food...

been having it the last 3 days for lunch! tomato chili tuna in can by ayamas... addicted? hahhaaa...can be rather filling for good 4-5 hours... which is good, prevent mie from being hungry fast and not look for things to munch every so often...

wallet...

left it at home today... took it inside baby's mng bag to bw last night and totally forgot about it on the way to work this morning...lucky G lad left some big notes in ralph...whew, baru can have some water and cat food...

got rm 1k+ from the khoo kongsi bursary...lucky! so broke this month too... whew, can have a breather in kl...

cheated...

hmmm mie cheated on the ala 'puasa' diet deal today... had the whole pot of rojak all by myself...sigh, cannot puji one this person... a little bit weight loss, start to break out the control again...hai... habis my rm 10! yesterday itself also got spoiled by G...asked if i wanted dessert when picked him up...i was already contemplating that when drove pass macD there, but kinda said no to mieself... then when G asked, and also said i needed it...he knew ala old time trick to make me feel better again...soooo, mac D vanilla sundae cone...did the trick! sigh of relief...

TGIF...

yippy, weekend coming up! going down kl too...boulavard and midvalley and ikea here i come...must remember to try to not buy unnecessary items now that gonna have a paycut next month... save and live simpler girl!

ciao...

post WABA...

Genova's boat neck light brown butterfly sleeves top + brown spaghetti inside + brown MNG slacks + mum's brown strap vincci's heels

pay cut to serve mie passion! whoa...

can i do it???

pls give me the strength to see this mission in life come true and through... probation time is 6 months... 3 months to get used to all the whirlwind waba's expecting from the international visits... i actually do not really know my job scope... talked to susan and sarah for like 2 hours in waba... feels so short the time... need to come up with an article too... just talk about my passions... can shopping be included??? hahahaaa... also about dressing down to work on waba, unless events... the fashion-mad doctor woh? dress down...hahaaa, that's gonna be a challenge... "supsupsui" not?

but i like my own quote " just jump in... if the water's too cold, just come out of it"..."never try, never know"... its a great opportunity that will not come again!

hey...

work is still work! don't take it out on the patients k...

mother goose is really annoying... all this forms to fill... obligations... aaarrggghhh...

wah... this month is really unsettling huh? so many issues ...and its only the 11th today... darn, so many days to go till end of the month...super sigh!

2.33pm...

just came back from waba office again... susan had re-evaluate yesterday's meeting and had given an 'apology' before she start out about the new offer... rm5500/month with 2 year contracts...BAP course in... still i said YES in joining them! hope this is really my calling... to make a change! somehow she expected someone older than my 30 years of age? but still saying that they can see my potential in waba... let the passion be the guide!

i cried...

in front of susan!!! tears of joy???! hahaaa... nope, stress i think more likely... so embarrassing... really need to keep my mind open to new change with waba... still i cried...the last time i cried in interviews was my AFS interview in penang, many aeon's ago... and i got the afs slot... hmmm, maybe emotional outburst in interview is a good thing???? we'll see...

richard lim sms telling that asp called to confirm my mc dates... bitches!

ASP...

showdown with the boss in avago! really gave him kaukau my piece of mind about how bullshit his mail was... how i lost all the respects i have for him...how is staffs are not working for him... yet, to him a simple reply email to clarify that very disturbing mail will justify all...NANI???maybe that's why i'm so stressed with waba after that?!

talk...

had a long talk with G on the phone while driving back... issues surrounding me these couple of weeks... much better to get things out of my chest now... machi and thaes supports me in what ever i do... go for the waba opportunity... just live within adjustment means lo... when there's a will, there's always a way... some more complemented me that i'm much more than i know myself... survived in tasmania then dublin on my own...through med school and all... ok, be strong my dear... let the passion guide you through!

was a good rewarding peaceful drive back to butterworth to pick up G... did not go for the meeting... just us time with baby...sigh of relief.....

WABA day...

black puffy-sleeved seed shirt + all time fav turquoise spaghetti dress + dark thick leggings + black stripey heels

almost forgot about waba, being caught up in this emotional distress over the asp issue... shall i sue them for defamation and slandering? its undeniable the emotional distress it had caused me these few day... how about the days ahead? what will happen to future job prospects with a faulty bad note like this??!!! aaarrgghhh...geram

chicken-shit boss had not even replied about meeting me in avago today to settle this issue... is he just gonna hide and let the issue drop? i dont think so... for anyone reading this blog of mine, have you encounter such bosses and what did you do to make things right?

little girl...

dunno why she cried like that in the middle of the night? vomited once and machi tried to console her...but she kept calling mama, G had to wake me up to see to her... poor thing, perhaps giving her 2 feeding of full cream fresh milk had given her a bad tummy... hughug her for sometime, very sleepy girl but still whimpering... took her out to watch her up-graded kungfu panda in the living room... only then she settle down... what's wrong little sweetie???

maxis...

full credit limit... so phone's out! sigh... G gonna have an headache AGAIN!

lily...

spoke to her about my dilemma... trying to get some light into this matter and sort out the 'boh kam muan' feeling... ask for compensation she said... then leave! "what comes around, goes around"...